A JOURNEY OF SELF-HEALING

By:  ANNA ELIZABETH BEATRICE

 

Namaste Beloved Family of Light!

        What seems like a lifetime ago at only age 34, I suffered a "silent heart attack" which left me weak, tired, scared and disempowered.  I had visions of my life ending before my children grew into adulthood.  For the long weeks that followed, I laid in my bed, wracked with pain and anguish, unable to be loved or to even love myself.   There was so much anger, remorse, self-loathing and pity.  I could no longer function in any capacity.  I had lost all feeling, was unable to breathe, walk or even think.  I could only experience what is referred to as the “pain-body.”  I had become a pain-body.  “Poor Anna.  Only bad things happen to good people.”

       So much emotion is stored within the “pain-body,” the primary seed for all dis-ease in humanity.  For the mind is its gardener, its nurturer, constantly reminding the body of its pain.  It is the voice that never ceases to stop chattering, to nag, to inform, to question, to reason or judge.  It is the ever-present Ego.   Won’t it ever stop!   The mind itself is so preoccupied with time that it can’t live on anything else but the past and future, giving rise to fear and anxiety.   The Ego mind refuses to function in the NOW, as it has been deemed “our protector and savior” and knows not how to make peace.   How do we stop the sands of time from filtering through the mind?   How do we break the emotional cycles created by the Ego mind? I certainly didn’t know where to begin back in 1993.

       My earlier years in nursing had convinced me that allopathic medicine was only a "band-aid,"  temporary relief from the dis-ease that had manifested in my body.  I knew the marvels of modern medicine would never "fix my heart,” nor would it treat the underlying cause of the heart attack.  Even so, I relied on the diagnosis I was given and for more than 10 years, allowed myself to be seduced, drugged and hypnotized by prescription medicines.

       It wasn't until 2004, when a dear friend gave me a book to read that would change my life forever – HEAL YOUR BODY – The Mental Causes for Physical Illness and the Metaphysical Way to Overcome Them, authored by cancer survivor, Louise Hay.

       When I looked up the mental cause in Louise's book for the physical illness I had been living with, it was a huge "Ah-ha" moment.   The heart represents the center of love and security.  Having a heart attack is "squeezing the joy out of the heart in favor of money, possessions, etc."

       In retrospect, a fair portion of my childhood had been spent in “unworthiness,” giving rise to feelings of anger, doubt, grief, judgment and resentment -- all symptoms of "victim consciousness" and a powerful Ego.  I had no idea that my rampant thoughts and emotional reactions were the holistic cause of my heart condition.    Had I been a happy and secure child?  Did I know love and joy in my life?  The answer was a resounding "No."

       Like so many children being born and raised during these tough economic times, my parents were in “poverty consciousness”, victims of the Great Depression.  Anxiety, fear and worry plagued their lives as children.  How then could I break the patterns that had developed through generations?  How could I find a way to heal myself and move forward with love in my heart and in trust of the process of life.

       I was determined to cure this condition and to rid myself of the pain, anxiety, panic and depression that plagued my life.  In order to take charge of  my “pain body,” I was committed to being consciously aware of my thoughts as they would ultimately affect the future well-being of my body, mind and soul.
    
       After much introspection, I realized the only way to “fix” my heart and heal the “pain body”, was through forgiveness and self-love.  I needed to mend my broken heart by filling it up with generous amounts of unconditional love for myself and others.  Only then would I be able to claim the joy that had been missing in my life.   Five years later, through intense self-growth, love and forgiveness, my heart is now healed.  

       This is the power and ability we ALL have to heal thyself.  Never forget that you are made in the image of God, and within you lies the ability to create and manifest any desired outcome in life.  Self-healing is one of the many gifts you possess as a conscious creator.  You were given free will as your birthright. Therefore, whatever you think, you will become.

       To each and every one of you whose hearts have been touched by my personal journey of self-healing, I say thank you with great humility and ask that you consider beginning a journey of your own that will ultimately lead to a life of unconditional love, joy and good health.

      Blessings on your path!  --  Anna Beatrice

 

HEALER, HEAL THY SELF! 
A JOURNEY OF SELF-HEALING FOR BODY, MIND & SOUL!

 

As a loving gift to humanity, I have prepared a transformational resource guide and workbook to assist you in awakening the power of your own healing abilities --  Healer, Heal Thy Self—A Journey of Self-Healing for Body, Mind & Soul.

This 85-page manual, is being offered to you FREE as an incentive to begin your healing journey.  It also contains powerful messages from some of our most beloved holistic healing and ascension teachers including Master Guide Kirael through Kahu Fred Sterling, and bestselling author and cancer survivor, Louise Hay.  PLEASE CLICK HERE TO READ THE TABLE OF CONTENTS AND INTRODUCTION.

I always recommend this workbook to new clients, study group members and to those ready to receive hands-on energy work, all in effort to acquaint them with my healing practice and methodology.  For those who just want to read the manual or do the suggested practices and meditations, it will truly awaken you to the truth of who you are as a Divine Being filled with the potential of Being a conscious Creator.

To order Healer, Heal Thy Self, please visit our Products Page for further information or just send an e-mail to The Angel of Light Center.   The manual will be sent via e-mail as a Microsoft Word™ document or in Adobe PDF format for easy download and reading.    If you prefer, you can order a printed copy to be sent to you in a flexible binder with chapter dividers for a modest cost of only $18.00 plus shipping and handling.  

PLEASE ENJOY THE FOLLOWING EXCERPTS FROM  “HEALER, HEAL THY SELF!

 

 

 

  CHANGING YOUR BELIEFS 

   As a human Be-ing, you are responsible for your creations.

 

Before we can attempt to heal anyone, we must go within and heal this for ourselves first.  This is a basic requirement for anyone on the path of ascension through the Great Shift.   To heal thyself is the greatest gift you can receive in this lifetime.  Only you can do it for yourself.  No one can cure you or give you the gift of insight as to your own process.  This is a “solo journey” into the depths of consciousness. 

Every word that is spoken, every thought that comes from the mind is registered, understood and absorbed by your cellular consciousness.  It is also broadcast into the Earth Matrix and carried far beyond the space you occupy with your physical body.  In these accelerated energies of this Great Shift, it is extremely important that you become consciously aware of the thoughts you are generating from within the 10% mind or the local brain.  You must train your thoughts NOW, because your thoughts will manifest nearly instantaneously as we move into the higher dimensions through ascension. 

In this process of healing thyself, you will come to realize that there are layers upon layers of thoughts and resulting emotions that have been buried or stuffed into your cellular consciousness.  It is true that we all have past life memories and experiences that may come to the surface as random aches and pains. However, it is this current lifetime that we are embodied while experiencing this Great Shift in consciousness.  It is the mind and body that we must heal.

 

    

 THE INNER CHILD 
 

“The child self is born a perfect soul. As children, you are susceptible to all the idiosyncrasies of being human.  The inner child is stuffed with  negativity and judgment.” 
  -- Master Guide Kirael 

As spiritualists, we readily accept the idea that we create our lives with the help of our guides before birth in choosing a new lesson plan or blueprint from which to incarnate into this lifetime.  This “blueprint” is firmly established between the ages of one and seven.       

It is important to understand that children learn what they see and hear, even before they leave the womb.  There are countless ways that parents create negative experiences for their infants and young children.  Some of the most educated and well- meaning parents can bring great harm to an infant or toddler during verbal disagreements or heated arguments.  Remember, even though a child can't speak, he or she does understand energetically every word and emotion being expressed by the parents.  Children are like sponges, they quickly absorb everything in their environment.  Because of their pure innocence, a child is like a clean slate. 

The development of our Ego is based on all sensory input from birth to seven years old. This “inner child” speaks to us most of the time in the demanding or judgmental voice of the parents’ EGO.   It criticizes and scolds you when you make mistakes, and it also may remind you how lonely, unloved, afraid and rejected you are feeling.  Yet how can we reject a part of ourselves?  How can we bring out our “inner child” and make it whole and healed again in the Creator’s Light?   We can do this by acknowledging it with unconditional love.

 

  

THE CALL TO BE A HEALER 

“Your skill as a healer is to recognize what thoughts created the dis-ease(s) that you are going to heal. 
It requires honest communication and unconditional love with yourself.”

 

For many of us, there has been an overwhelming call to heal at this time of expansion upon Mother Earth.  Since Master Jesus seeded the planet more than 2,000 years ago with Christ Consciousness, it has taken this long for humanity to prepare itself by raising its vibration high enough to understand the true meaning of unconditional love.  What does this mean for those who are not sure how to heal?   Simply stated, you are made of the Creator’s Light. At any time you can choose to return to that perfected state by making the journey into your own awareness through self-healing and unconditional love for thyself and others.  This was core of all Master Jesus’ teachings.

This is the essence of the Great Shift in consciousness and the purpose of Master Jesus’ journey on this earth plane as a healer.  The Master’s words were simple, but profound: “Whatever it is I do, so can you and more.”  He wasn’t just speaking to his disciples.  He was speaking to the masses!

We know as holistic healers that the only thing that can heal is LOVE.  No magic pill from the pharmacy will truly heal you.  It is merely a means to alleviate or mask the symptoms until the body, mind and soul are healed.  Many people on this planet want everything NOW, including a quick fix so they can “feel better.”  They simply do not want to do the work on themselves to heal the underlying cause of their illnesses.  It is a cycle that will not end until the person is either “en-lightened” by love, or simply continues on with their “exit plan” and goes home to the Creator’s Light.

                                                                                           

 NAVIGATING YOUR WAY BACK HOME

Throughout this manual, the underlying theme has been about Be-ing the love that you are and staying connected to the Creator’s Light of which you are made.   There is nothing more powerful on this Earth plane than the power of healing back into love.

In this time of rapid expansion, we are faced with many changes happening within our four bodies as well as to those of every human being we encounter.  We are not alone in this journey. Know that all is happening in Divine perfection—all is as it should be.

Master Guide Kirael reminds us one last time, “The Great Shift is truly about your own healing journey.”

Therefore, it is your responsibility is to navigate your way through these shifting energies and to emerge from the darkest of days as a beacon of the Creator’s Light of which you are made. This is the Ascension Path that will truly lead All into the “Golden Age.”

To each and every one of you, I say thank you for taking the time to start this journey of healing back into the love that you are.  Know that you are not the same person you were before starting this journey.   For now you can smile at your reflection in the mirror and say, “I LOVE YOU.  For I AM the PRESENCE OF THE GOD CREATOR.”    You have truly healed back into the Truth that you are!

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